When you feel serious pain and serious depression in your life, like “what can I do?” Your fists clench and you have to do something or you’re just going to kill yourself because you don’t understand. It’s so much frustration. But the only thing that you can do about it is work really hard on whatever is. I’m talking about slaving over shit. You focus on one thing. It becomes special. I would thing nothing but music. That’s all I can do.